Unearthed fan video shows who Kyle Busch really was, NASCAR's darkest hour & Bubba Wallace's 'Rowdy' story

It's not often I get emotional when I write something. Really, it's only happened twice in my life.

Last Christmas when Greg Biffle went down in that plane. And last Thursday, when I went from hitting golf balls on the range, to eulogizing Kyle Busch.

"This just can't be real," I kept thinking as I tried to frantically write something remotely coherent.

I kept waiting for the text from my NASCAR guy telling me it was wrong. He was wrong. To scrap the story, Kyle was still alive.