I should have been ecstatic after falling pregnant – instead I wanted to take a knife to my bump and get hit by a car

WHEN Juliet Owen-Nuttall fell pregnant aged 44 after years of trying for a baby, she should have been ecstatic.

Instead, she felt suicidal – and even imagined harming her own daughter, admitting she didn’t want to be a mum and “could only see one way out”.

suppliedJuliet Owen-Nuttall, from Dorset, and her baby daughter[/caption] SuppliedThe mum struggled with her mental health while pregnant and afterwards[/caption]

“I wanted to end it all, for me and my baby,” recalls Juliet, now 50, from Shaftesbury, Dorset.