I am cheating with married men and feel rejected when they go back to their wives

DEAR DEIDRE: I’M livening up my dull married life by having affairs with a couple of sexy men.

Unfortunately, they are both with their wives and sometimes I really struggle to control my jealousy about their marriages.

I’m 36. I’ve been married for 12 years and we have two young children.

I met my husband when I was on the rebound from an abusive ex.

At first, his easygoing nature was a welcome relief. Now, it bores me to tears.

We only have sex if I initiate it.